We played the blame game for too long.

I did you wrong. You hurt me. I tried to right my wrongs. I suppose it was too late. But I honestly tried. Even though you will never believe me again.

But that’s fine.

And it took me way too long to realize that. And I had to hurt other people to understand.

You were a lesson to me. As I was to you. To better myself. To get to becoming the person I know I am supposed to be.

I’m deeply sorry. I wish I could tell you in person. But maybe it’s better that way.

I suppose I’m happy now. It does not feel the same quite yet. Might never do. How could it? It’s completely different. It’ll never be the same. Like the first time. And I’ll never forget.

I’m deeply sorry. I wish I could tell you in person. But you left. And I don’t blame you.

We played the blame game for too long.